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Posted on 2005.08.31 at 13:12
Current Mood: creativecreative
So it's been awhile so I thought I'd update i'm at work and have nothing else better to do soo. I am working at Liberty Travel for my externship...hopefully get a job when its done. I graduate in October. Sucks to be New Orleans now. I'm really glad I went with the class god knows when it will be back to normal if ever... I'm glad i was thier too cause i actually understand what the people on the news are talking about. I want to be one of the people that go down and help them from the red cross or whatever. I wouldent mind haveing that as a job I think it'd be cool. Matt and I are still goin out. Everyones abandning Lj for my space. Poor live journal. I dont update or write anything in myspace though...maybe I should start. Eh oh well. I guess thats really it.

Posted on 2005.07.18 at 22:03
Current Mood: lonelylonely
Current Music: You and Me
So, i'm home from college for good. I'm doing my externship now. God damn those 9 months went by fast as shit. Yesterday Tim April, Matt and I went to Busch Gardens we stayed the night thier and got home today... around 4. From 4 till 930 I played XBox with Tim. Now I'm sitting in my room... by myself. Talk about weird. Matt's not here, and I'm not at the college. I do not want to be here at all. I want to be at the college with Matt. It makes me want to puke thinking i am not gonna be sleeping with him everynight...hell i wont even see him every day now. God help me. I diden't think it'd be this bad. He's in OC with his brother now. He'll be back wed or thurs he said hed come and stay with me thursday friday and saturday.. and i can prolly convince him to stay sunday. After that I dont know when i'll see him. I'm gonna be working at Liberty from 10am till 4pm. Then the hotel from 11pm till 7am. Everyday but 2 days a week. I'll try and work it out to where I am off both jobs those 2 days. That way I can go up to the college.Hopefully I am off alot of Fridays, saturdays, and sundays so I can be with him all day. My sisters talking to my mom on my cell phone and matts calling shes fucking it all up. I just wanna talk to matt dammit! Mmmm I sound pittaful. If Matt and I dont get married and spend the rest of our lives together I'll be shocked. Scares me a little but I dont want it any other way. I know i'm only 19 but I dont care. I dont plan on getting married next year or anything. I got a new purse.. its hot i love it. And I got an IPod I love it too. I'm poor now with no job and that sucks. Thats the only reason I'm looking forward to working 70 hours a week. I'll have plunty of money cause i'll have no time to spend it.

Posted on 2005.04.26 at 16:18
Current Mood: recumbentrecumbent
I leave for New Orleans in 13 days. I'm looking forward to being thier just the whole getting thier is the problem. Beh. Steph's kicked out. Who'd of thought? Working on getting an externship. Done here in July...went by fast... thats about it!

Posted on 2004.12.14 at 16:43


You Are the Helper



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You always put on a happy face and try to help those around you.

You're incredibly empathetic and care about everyone you know.

Able to see the good in others, you're thoughtful, warm, and sincere.

You connect with people who are charming and charismatic.



What number are you?

Posted on 2004.11.17 at 15:15
April and Tim get married in 38 fucking days...where have I been?!


HAHAHA

Posted on 2004.11.10 at 12:28
Current Mood: Fucked
Current Music: blaaaaaaaaaaaaaah
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Your first full name
Your personality rates asix
your best quality isNothing really...
your worst quality issomeone cheated you
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bored in clas... yet again

Posted on 2004.11.09 at 12:35
Current Mood: boredbored
Current Music: blah blah blah blah blah - Mr. V

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Gender
Favorite Color
What you are wearing
Oh look! Your blind date is onelastcigrette
Your date is wearing not a damned thing
You dine on stale crackers and Laffy Taffy
Then you spend the next three hours licking whipped cream off each other's toes
Before taking you home, your date gives you the happy ending
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fuck bush in the ass... thats what he did to us

Posted on 2004.11.03 at 14:53
Current Mood: tiredtired

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Your date asks you to dance
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Peronsally I think Eminem explains everything quite well....

Posted on 2004.10.29 at 14:59
Current Mood: boredbored
Current Music: Eminem - Mosh
Imagine it pouring, it's raining down on us,
Mosh pits outside the oval office
Someone's trying to tell us something, maybe this is God just saying
we're responsible for this monster, this coward, that we have empowered
This is Bin Laden, look at his head nodding,
How could we allow something like this, Without pumping our fist
Now this is our, final hour
Let me be the voice, and your strength, and your choice
Let me simplify the rhyme, just to amplify the noise
Try to amplify the times it, and multiply it by six
Ten million people are equal of this high pitch
Maybe we can reach Al Quaida through my speech
Let the President answer on high anarchy
Strap him with AK-47, let him go
Fight his own war, let him impress daddy that way
No more blood for oil, we got our own battles to fight on our soil
No more psychological warfare to trick us to think that we ain't loyal
If we don't serve our own country we're patronizing a hero
Look in his eyes, it's all lies, the stars and stripes
They've been swiped, washed out and wiped,
And Replaced with his own face, mosh now or die
If I get sniped tonight you'll know why, because I told you to fight

Scars

Posted on 2004.10.24 at 23:11
Current Mood: okayokay
i tear my heart open
i sew myself shut
my weakness is
that i care too much

and my scars remind me
that the past is real
i tear my heart open
just to feel

drunk and im feeling down
and i just wanna be alone
im pissed 'cause you came around
why dont you just go home

'cause you channeled all your pain
and i cant help you fix yourself
you're making me insane
all i can say is

i tear my heart open
i sew myself shut
my weakness is
that i care too much

and our scars remind us
that the past is real
i tear my heart open
just to feel

I tried to help you once
Against my own advice
I saw you going down
But you never realized

that youre drowning in the water
so i offered you my hand
compassion's in my nature
tonight is our last stand

i tear my heart open
i sew myself shut
my weakness is
that i care too much

and our scars remind us
that the past is real
i tear my heart open
just to feel

im drunk and im feeling down
and i just wanna be alone
you shouldnt ever come around
why dont you just go home

cause youre drowning in the water
and i tried to grab your hand
i left my heart open
but you didnt understand

you fix yourself!

i cant help you fix yourself
but at least i can say i tried
im sorry but i gotta move on with my own life

i cant help you fix yourself
but at least i can say i tried
im sorry but i gotta move on with my own life

i tear my heart open
i sew myself shut
my weakness is
that i care too much

and our scars remind us
that the past is real
i tear my heart open
just to feel

i tear my heart open
i sew myself shut
my weakness is
that i care too much

and our scars remind us
that the past is real
i tear my heart open
just to feel


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